| 對於工作,的確是有點....力不從心,
自己知自己事,一個新仔,無經驗又唔關做野,
好多野未跟到,好多野唔識做,
諗野都唔夠人快,唔夠人細心,
我知道的.
但我真的好喜歡我的服務對象,
家長也好,會員也好,我是真的好喜歡你們.
也許是我對自己未夠信心,
甚至有時,因不滿自己工作表現,
自己製造的壓力,令自己想逃避....
不能再避,我要好好面對自己,好好面對我的工作,
因為我好喜歡你們,我好想為你們做一點事.
就算只是一點點.
如果我下次再係到埋怨份工有幾辛苦,
比我講,講完之後,請問我::咁你喜歡你的服務對象嗎?
一日有心,就算幾難,都會做得到,對嗎???
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| 自虐.
甚至連心裡想說的,
都不能說.
i look into the mirror,
i told myself to be strong and work the stuff out.
a minute pass, i found myself,
crying, crying, crying.
I am not doing the right thing.
i am not.
lord, please, help me work it out...
at least, i need to know what i should pursuit.
at very least, i wanna love myself.
Lost, lost, lost.
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| i cant love my work.
i can finished what required. I can do them fine.
but, i cant love my work.
i am just not the kind of person that,
can care others all the time and all the way round.
may be there are still too many personal businesses that i haven't finish...
Cant get into it.
just like....marring a guy who you like but not love.
You will be ok with him, not bad...but...
you will never be satisfy.
that's a problem.
(esp when i really found a truth love now...i know what it is like with the one...)
Still....blind by the mist of fortune.
free myself in the canvas....
there's really my would..
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| 第一天.
美麗的黃昏,努力過後更覺美麗.
回歸我生命的原點.
九龍城.
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